What was born in your life today?

another strand of trust was born into me 2day. i realized that i can't do this alone, life. i hate not having contol over me and my surroudings and what happens 2 me... but i realised that i just have to put my whole trust in god. this requires me 2 be vulnerable which i do not like... but truly the people in this world, especially since i have found gaia and its members, it has really taught me something....reading what others have to say...

i realized, how will you ever get anything if you dont give up anything... something like one of the rules of alchemy i guess you could say.

like i said another strand of trust was born into me 2day.

 i confess... i have been scared of everything, the world, my people of this world, my universe, my life, the people that i love, my financial situations, my past, my future, my emmediate family, help from me 2 others and others 2 me, college, how my dreams would be acheived ( I WOULD LIKE TO THANK *CLEMO* OF GAIA FOR HIS WORDS ABOUT PUTTING HIS DREAMS IN GODS HANDS, IT REALLY MORE THAN INSPIRED ME) i feared for everything... but as of 2day, no more...