Where are you on your spiritual path?

my eyes have been opening wider for years, after a while gathering momentum. at first i listened to everything that i heard, but never put down anyone for their faith, i just listened. i'm not very sure about jesus and everything, but from what i have heard and read, he was a metaphore for the universal divine, i am willing to say that its a high posibility as everything is possible, which is very obvious because we all have life. but to me everyone should know that something else is out there no matter what they may say it is or whether they put it into religious value, we all detect its presence... we all speak of the same thing but we just know it as some thing else. right now i can say that i am facing one of my hardest times because i know that the main thing that has an impact on this world and universe, cannot be seen, and if it cannot be seen, then where do you start to serve this unseen entity. what we cannot see is the most important thing right now, this world that i live in is almost devouring itself from closed minds, but the closest connection that we have to this unseen entity is by our minds. from the divine enters the soul from the soul to the uncoscious from there the conscious and then you open your eyes and you see what you and others have created. some people choose to believe only what they see, but i will not be one of them.