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June 2009 
What was the last blessing in disguise you received?
Posted on Jan 28th, 2009
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wintervaughn
wintervaughn
This is in Response to the Questions and Reflections for January 28, 2009:
Since I cannot really think of the very last time, which I believe that these things happen all the time.... I will just say that the last one I received, was when my school advisor told me that this is how school is, "hard" and "time consuming".... which came to me as a blessing of better understanding
I asked her how I could have time to do my own studies on the side, studies such as what runs my reasoning of life, i told her that i never have time to do them and that there must be an easier way to go about my school duties and have time for "my studies" or a way to incorporate my studies with school studies, as this is my reasoning for going in the first place.
She in turn told me that I can't and won't have time, simply because it's impossible...and that i could do my studies during school breaks. she also told me that the ways that I go about my school work are of the "perfect student", that there really isn't a problem at all with how I go about schooling. And that what I learn here is going to give me skills for international demands..... but do you know what i got out of this?... What I thought about School and political shit was right, to an extent...
That these man made things such as college all the way to money is a trap... to keep you, to keep you as a vessel to political/ governmental bullshit. You will be left with out time to understand and observe and to live life itself. You will be carried away by the harsh winds of a man made proposed duty by men who bleed and die or already have, just as you will. You will not have time to nurture your cares and what you want nor what you want to do with your life, this only applies "IF" you are one who wishes to care about life and not all material gains or status etc. I'ts almost as if you have to make a choice of, "GO TO PRISON OR BE FREE AND STARVE", because man believes and "appears" to own everything that grows and whatever may be needed to keep us breathing.... So, with out much options we may choose to got to prison, to slave for Man.
But I AM NOT a vessel of Man but I AM A VESSEL OF THE UNIVERSE... I have a duty from the DIVINE which I must carry out.... This blessing left me with a better understanding as to why I must carry out my duty.
I asked her how I could have time to do my own studies on the side, studies such as what runs my reasoning of life, i told her that i never have time to do them and that there must be an easier way to go about my school duties and have time for "my studies" or a way to incorporate my studies with school studies, as this is my reasoning for going in the first place.
She in turn told me that I can't and won't have time, simply because it's impossible...and that i could do my studies during school breaks. she also told me that the ways that I go about my school work are of the "perfect student", that there really isn't a problem at all with how I go about schooling. And that what I learn here is going to give me skills for international demands..... but do you know what i got out of this?... What I thought about School and political shit was right, to an extent...
That these man made things such as college all the way to money is a trap... to keep you, to keep you as a vessel to political/ governmental bullshit. You will be left with out time to understand and observe and to live life itself. You will be carried away by the harsh winds of a man made proposed duty by men who bleed and die or already have, just as you will. You will not have time to nurture your cares and what you want nor what you want to do with your life, this only applies "IF" you are one who wishes to care about life and not all material gains or status etc. I'ts almost as if you have to make a choice of, "GO TO PRISON OR BE FREE AND STARVE", because man believes and "appears" to own everything that grows and whatever may be needed to keep us breathing.... So, with out much options we may choose to got to prison, to slave for Man.
But I AM NOT a vessel of Man but I AM A VESSEL OF THE UNIVERSE... I have a duty from the DIVINE which I must carry out.... This blessing left me with a better understanding as to why I must carry out my duty.
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